I don't know myself anymore

This is oooold xD I found it sitting among my files, and since I'm not in the mood to lineart it digitally I'm just uploading it here =w=

Basically Yuki looks back to how she used to be before and realized that she's not.... well, the same anymore. When she seems cheerful, it's actually fake. Alot of feelings that she shows are just fake. One of the times she actually shows her true feelings.... well, it's when it's with some people.

I don't remember what I was thinking when I drew this, tbh xD I drew it in class Yuki's one of my most developed OCs but I can't use her much, it's kinda frustrating >w> Although as much as I want to use her in RPs again, I don't think I'll ever be able to move her to some other group just like that owo;;

Yuki Amaya Tomoko belongs to me, ~tashaj4de

PS: I wish I could make somethin like this digi, cause my camera's effects really emphasize the pencil shading I tried to do xD